1st day of internship.

Today 31st Jan 2012, is my 1st day of internship. Reach at the company around 10.30am so I wait for another 30 minutes because it open on 11am.

During I on the way going to the company I having internship, I pass by the road I used to fetching HER home. The memory between me and HER suddenly flood in my mind. I was felt happy and felt sad at same time... I happy because I was going for internship.. I sad because SHE not with me anymore.

Today, 1st day internship didn't do much thing. The supervisor were brief me for what should I do during my internship for 3 months. The detail is quite stressful. Haha!!!

I keep heard "那些年" wherever I go. It making me felt emo. haiz...

Now my feeling is like the song "那些年".

4th Day.

28th Dec 2011, Wednesday.

Today I go again to the company that I applied for my internship. I set my alarm at 8.30am but I woke 1 hours early(7.30am).. I went back to sleep set my alarm to wake up at 10am but I didn't sleep well and finally I woke up at 9.15am.. Again I woke up 45 minutes early this time.

I received message from the in-charge person of the company I applied for internship. She asked me to come at noon. So I wait the time pass away.. Then I went to the company, She explain to me the term & condition and the task I going to do during the internship. She told me that I'm the last person that her company going to accept for internship and I felt lucky cause I been choose for it..

When I want going home, the 1st person I want to call and share the news was her. I post some wall post at my own FB profile, I knew she saw about it. She didn't felt anything to see what I posted? I really can't understand.. ='(

This few days, my mood very down until I need pretend to smile and normal in front people. Until my friend felt fed up see my wall post and advise me to think positive. I'm very sorry about it and will try my best to recover from the pain.

3rd day.

3rd day since we break up, and today was the day I going for interview regarding to my internship.

I set my alarm at 8.30am but woke up at 10.35am. I quickly clean up myself to prepare going for the interview. When I reach at the company I going for interview, they sticked a notes on the door, say "they off from 25th t0 27th" and resume on 28th aka tomorrow. My jaw will like become long cause I also didn't realize that they will off and the staff also didn't inform me. So, I went home. During on the home, I heard the radio in my car they posted the song "Love You like a Love Song" sang by Selena Gomez & The Scene. The song remind me, reaction when you doing the assignment regarding to the song, reaction when you doing the song until mad.. reaction when you complete the song.

The memory of us suddenly I flashed back in my mind... I remember your faces expression when you eating mee cup.... when you were full eating.... and when you say the words "mei you".... but I like most is when you say the words "bu yao"...

2nd day.

Today is 2nd day that I had become single guy again.

Yesterday 25th Dec, when I woke up in the morning, I really hope that what happen on 24th Dec night, it was just a dream. But I had to face the fact that I had become single guy again.

Yesterday was Christmas Day, I didn't felt happy at all although I had to pretend to be happy in front of my family and others people. My Christmas wishes were be with you. I also wished that my Christmas present is was you.

I could felt myself was like a empty human body that had no soul in his body. My mind keep thinking bout you, our sweet moment that we had together and I also looking at the picture that I took with you. ='(

The most things, that I couldn't believe is that our 9 months memory that we had been together, it ended just like that. I still remember the question that you asked me before we break up.. "Why you sayang me?" I answer you, "I sayang you because you were my girlfriend and the only girl that I will loved". I want to know that you didn't felt terharu or my love towards you during this 9 months we together? You didn't felt ke xi to just end our relationship just like that? Or you have problem that you couldn't told me? If got, tell me, I want to be with you face the problem together.

6th April 2011

Today I having my resit paper for Arts Law. I had done quite well answering the question. ^^ v

After the resit paper end, I straight away go home. Reached home then go to sleep. I less hang out with friend nowadays.

The semester break is starting by today. Once again I gonna fat mou. Haiz.... When I rushing an assignment, felt want to have semester break. Now started semester break, I felt want to rush an assignment. LOL!!! What I think about??? =.=

I hope thats this semester break, I could fill all my empty time. =)

Me and My Dear.我们。

Today 29 March 2011.

It was 11th day that we were together.

I had nothing much want to write.

This pic is me and my dear(Hui Qian).

Edit with Photoshop. XD

1st Date with Girlfriend.

It has long time since I had delete all my previous post and I had just posted 1 post at my blog. Now I have a new post to write. XD

Today, I having my 1st date with my dear. I hold her hand and we having lunch together. We were go for window-shopping. I had ask her do she had anything want to buy because it was our 1st date and I want buy something for her but she didn't want. She said next time. So I only can say ok~ I had a bit disappointed because I didn't buy a present for my dear for our 1st date. Never mind, next time I can buy for her when we go out again. =)

Dear, I Love You. =)