4th Day.

28th Dec 2011, Wednesday.

Today I go again to the company that I applied for my internship. I set my alarm at 8.30am but I woke 1 hours early(7.30am).. I went back to sleep set my alarm to wake up at 10am but I didn't sleep well and finally I woke up at 9.15am.. Again I woke up 45 minutes early this time.

I received message from the in-charge person of the company I applied for internship. She asked me to come at noon. So I wait the time pass away.. Then I went to the company, She explain to me the term & condition and the task I going to do during the internship. She told me that I'm the last person that her company going to accept for internship and I felt lucky cause I been choose for it..

When I want going home, the 1st person I want to call and share the news was her. I post some wall post at my own FB profile, I knew she saw about it. She didn't felt anything to see what I posted? I really can't understand.. ='(

This few days, my mood very down until I need pretend to smile and normal in front people. Until my friend felt fed up see my wall post and advise me to think positive. I'm very sorry about it and will try my best to recover from the pain.